My Advanced DSp submissions are killing me........

The one thing I have learnt after coming here is how to control my emotions.By emotions I pretty much mean my need to take a tennis bat and whack someone over the head with it!!!!!!

I hear such non-sensical views everyday.I know people who try analysing people and their thoughts all the time.....and then they set out on the path of criticism.....constant criticism of how people should improve themselves....or how I can totally understand people better than a lot of people in the world and the worst I have heard so far is....."I know you...and I know how your gonna react to this situation".........if you know me so well......well please fucking realise that I've already walked away before you could supposedly understand me better......

Most people dont undersatnd you,they have a pre concieved notion about you and they go about proving to themselves and the world how those pre-concived notions hold good and in order to do that,they sit and make observations which leads to a string of coincidences.Now thse coincidences when narrated in the rite sequence may actually give their pre-concived notions the rite to exist....voila I rest my case........the girl is psycho is their final analysis!!!!!!

Wat the hell is wrong with these people....it's like they're from another planet or something......dont they ever get sick of "I will make the world a better place by pointing fingers at you" attitude........I'm not being all nice and taking this shit.......I've just become toooo indifferent to react about it.......then why am i wasting my time bitching about it on my blog?????.......I just ran out of patience.....i'm still learning to control my emotions.....I havent mastered the art of putting up a fake smile or hugging people when I cant stand their gutts yet,but soon I'll master it.

Just give me another month and I can take my super bitch status to a higher level of bitchiness.

The point is that I know I got flaws......why the fuck do u wanna waste time telling me about something I already know....there are better ways to make small talk you know!!!!!

For some strange reason I dont feel like walking back home tonight.I wish I could spend the rest of the night at this lab alone,doing nothing,just staring at the screen while the screen stares back at me.

I can ask all I want and get back whatever it can give me,no questions asked,no expectations,no judgemenst passed.

I have a funny feeling in my stomach right now.....like nothing really matters,like everyone can go to hell at this point of time and I dont fucking care.