Dear cozin.....I know u read this blog as often as possible......please remember that I am not mentally disturbed or mentally crippled as it may seem.....the contents of this blog are not to be made a matter of family discussion........if it is discussed......please tell me how many members of our family freaked when they read it.......and is uma aunty planning to do a sacrificial pooja to save me from the demons who have possessed my soul and made me churn out such gibberish to torture the world and put an end to the blogging generation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the previous blogs do not prove anything about me.......just goes to show what kinda gibberish is churned out when someone is low and bored as hell at the same time.......

verbal diaorrhea.....(i'm not sure if that's the rite spelling....I'm dyslexic)......at it's peak......been churning out crap......not that the rest of the entries in this blog are high class......but I just beat my own standards of crappy writing!!

My hands are cold.........so is the rest of me.........I feel like I'm possesed.........my empath demon is back......feeding on my fears..........I'm not running anywhere.........fight me and die.......i'll show you what fear is!!

Had a nice girl talk with sush after ages.......she's one gal who even bothers to watch buffy and angel.....way to go girl!......walked back home talking about the show and the various morons in her life.....(she doesnt think they're morons).......keep telling her to keep away from the idiots that she meets......and she keeps telling me to go out and meet ppl.......I know u'd probably have to kiss a couple of frogs before u meet prince charming.......but thank you very much.....I'm quite happy being single!!

Been a month and a half since i moved to states......I surprise myself everyday......I hardly talk anymore......I dont express my true feelings even around ppl i know i can trust.......the wall around me is growing stronger and stronger as the days go by......I'm not on the gaurd anymore......noone can reach me now even if they wanted to and if they walked in.....they'd be trapped in my fortress forvever.......looks like it's just me in here......sometimes I can barely hear myself..... the only thing that is real is what i left behind......

Even a glamorous bitch can be in need.........
-tori amos