Finally succeeded in establishing my weirdo status at clemson too........some things never change!!!

All I need to do to really freak people out here is to tell them that i had a crush on freddie cooger!!!.......that should add the final touches to my well deserved status of an imbecile!!!!!!!!

How fucking hard is it for people to say that they care...............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Once u leave.....everything is fucking over man......................how fucking hard is it for u to say that i fucking care!!!!!!!!!!!.....

Funny how most people dont fall for sumthing that's right in front of them.....they want a dream that they cant have.......the more unattainable....the more attractive it becomes.....

You know what maybe she does have a choice......she can either spend the rest of her life waiting for him to go out with every other girl in the world until he notices her. Or she could just get on with her life..

....the sad part is that I still havent made that choice......

Sometimes it hurts more then we can bear.If we could live without passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace..but we would be hollow..Empty rooms shuttered and dank.Without passion we'd be truly dead .
--David Boreanaz

I touch the fire..
It freezes me......
I look into it.....and it's black
why cant i feel
my skin should hurt and peel.....
I want the fire back......
Coz I am caught in the fire....
the point of no return
And i will walk through the fire....
Till i burn....

-Buffy

Finally reached Clemson on sunday nite.........high on emotions when i left........a new world.......leaving behind the only world that I'd ever known all my life....at the end of the day I knew it was my choice.........the only problem is that I'm human.........if i wasnt all this would have been a lot more easier for me......