Thursday, November 28, 2002



Tuesday, November 26, 2002

Someone just pulled her heart out.....she sees the huge hole in her chest where her heart use to be.......blood oozing out .....
She stands there too shocked to react,paralyzed by the pain,her head feels numb.......
A mere mortal wounded in her battle against life.........will she survive.....only time will tell.......







Monday, November 25, 2002

TECHIE.....sounds so freaking geeky man.....it's like they're a separate species.....that word doesnt even sound human.......and can u belive it.....I'm actually one of them....and the worst part is that I aint even a working techie.....I'm one of them unemployed techies.....come to think of it,that brings me into the non entity techie category......so technically i'm not a techie....

u might think this is gibberish,but then again.....there's more crappier stuff out there than u can imagine.....


Sibbling rivalry sucks!!!!....especially when it continues into adulthood and u drag ur freaking children into the whole freaking scam!!....oops i almost forgot,the more the merrier!!!....

Sunday, November 24, 2002

I wish I spent the last four years trying to grow academically..........today as I look back......I realize that I haven't completely grown as a person........and I'm a total looser on the academic front....never thought about it that way,till i actually had a very candid conversation with someone I have immense respect for......I know what he said was the truth,but then again ,,,,,,,,,reality bites......
The gravity of maintaining good academic scores is sinking in at this very moment......and somehow I feel myself sinking....deeper and deeper and no matter how loud i scream.......I know there is noone there to help me.........so I either sink or swim back to shore, on my own with all my strength.....but there is a catch.........I can't swim.........