Crash,Boom,Bang...what started out to be a perfectly happy day ended with a feeling of desperation.The need to be accepted.

Isolation helps heal the pain....but for how long?......I close my eyes and fly to another world----my world,where nobody knows who I am and the need to be accepted is never an issue.

Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I wanna spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach, I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets,
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets,
I've been raising up my hands drive another nail in
Just what God needs, one more victim.

Why do we, Crucify ourselves, every day,
I crucify myself, nothing I do is good enough for you,
Crucify myself every day and my heart is sick of being in chains.

--Tori Amos